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Aug. 5th, 2003 11:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sam_gamgeeI feel...
I don't know how I feel. Things are all kind of jumbled up inside. There's sadness and doubt and a need to be with at least one of my best friends (since they know me so well and I know that they could help me through this) that quite honestly scares me. Starting to doubt about whether a romantic relationship with Ames would even remotely work (aside from the distance), just because of the age difference - yes, there's a gap between our ages. (But those of you that know me really well - are you really surprised by this?) I would still like to give it a go, but I'm starting to do the 'what if?' game in the back of my mind.
I don't even know where to begin with everything, so I'm not going to try right now. Regina, Mary Ann, Beth, anyone - is there anyway I could chat with one of you one night this week? I'll be home about 11 tomorrow and possibly Friday, Thursday I'll be home later. But I know I'll see you on Saturday, R.
I think I'm beginning to understand why practically everyone in the entertainment industry's got a therapist.
And the lack of sleep hasn't helped lately.
I don't know how I feel. Things are all kind of jumbled up inside. There's sadness and doubt and a need to be with at least one of my best friends (since they know me so well and I know that they could help me through this) that quite honestly scares me. Starting to doubt about whether a romantic relationship with Ames would even remotely work (aside from the distance), just because of the age difference - yes, there's a gap between our ages. (But those of you that know me really well - are you really surprised by this?) I would still like to give it a go, but I'm starting to do the 'what if?' game in the back of my mind.
I don't even know where to begin with everything, so I'm not going to try right now. Regina, Mary Ann, Beth, anyone - is there anyway I could chat with one of you one night this week? I'll be home about 11 tomorrow and possibly Friday, Thursday I'll be home later. But I know I'll see you on Saturday, R.
I think I'm beginning to understand why practically everyone in the entertainment industry's got a therapist.
And the lack of sleep hasn't helped lately.
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Date: 2003-08-06 09:48 am (UTC)hi
Date: 2003-08-06 11:04 am (UTC)Romance in any of its phases and forms tends to be difficult.
*sigh*
((hugs))
me
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Date: 2003-08-06 07:02 pm (UTC)